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i am so sorry that i have bailed for so long, but i'm back.
it is soo soo hard at this time of year, as im sure all of you know, with all the food everywhere, and i mean EVERYWHERE...
I have been so busy, and had NO energy at all, but making excuses will not shift the pounds..
there are a tonne of new diets i would like to try after browsing your lovely blogs
1) rainbow
2) 2468
3) a new one i found in a magazine last night... you start by only eating dairy for a week, then add unlimited fruit and veg (but of course i would monitor it) then when you hit your gal weight, you then slowly introduce carbs again... jLo does this diet... so i might give it a little go, but change it to a week a week a week...

Anyway, back to the present, i was doing fantastic on my little ana splurge, until i had a horrendous weekend with the sister, eating.. followed by a even worse work shift... which completely broke my pattern, then an interview in southampton which was 7 hours on a train there and back!! so after 14 hours travelling, it was not a pretty sight..

BUTTTTTT, i was mega ill two nights ago, like propper 'vomcano' EVERYWHHAAAARRRRRRR!!!!!!!
Which was a nice little way to get me back on track, of course i felt like s**t, but it meant i couldnt, even if i wanted to, eat at college in case i 'chundered' againn,, so in the whole day i had 2 weetabix... pretty good.
last night aswell, i got my brace put on again, which means horrific pain, which means no eating..:D
LOVELY
so today i spent half a hour eating one bag of crisps... <3
and that will be it because i have no will to eat any more.
HIGH FIVE!!!!

PLUS BEST NEWS OF THE DAY;;;;;; NARNIA TONIGHTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT, I AM SO EXCITED..
seeing the 'star' and of course prince caspian will be my thinspos for today, at the dream that one day i could have a man like ben barnes... or go to narnia. and obviously i would HAVE to be super skinny to do that!!!


xxxx